Ju On 2
     My friends asked me out last night and we went to watch the Ju On's sequel at 10.30pm. Whoa, quite scary (the first Ju On was probably scarier) but the sequel is "louder". I almost went deaf when the girls screamed and the part where the train was moving along the railroad. Honestly, when they screamed, I felt like screaming at them too *lol*. Anyway, the haunting styles are probably similar to the original Ju On but the people involved are almost totally different...more people involved, I must say. Both were probably the scariest horror movies I've ever seen. The Eye probably remained as the saddest horror movie ever.

     After the movie, we went for supper at a coffee shop near Central Park and we were sort of surprised by the crowd of men. I went like "whoa, why would there be so many people hanging out there at this time". We went to the foods' corner and ordered some foods and then we were walking towards a table when I saw a familiar face and was stunned (I'm still not sure why)...to meet some guy from my college (maybe it was weird cuz I was still having a semester break and I haven't actually met any of my college friends other than one who was working at the same company). Anyway, he saw me and pointed at the big TV screen and he told me, "football, football".

     Ya know, have you ever wonder if you like someone or not and also wonder if you should tell that person or not? I know the solution *nodding my head philosophically*. Get away from that person!!! Yes, seriously. About a month ago, I was wondering if I really had a crush on someone or it was just a temporary thing cuz he sorta asked me some questions that hinted me that he either had a crush on me too or he was testing if I had a crush on him. I didn't answer him, of course, because I wasn't sure about my "feelings", I was pretty detached, ya know.

     Then, I decided not to call him unless he called me first (which he didn't) and not even gonna send him an SMS. Besides that, I also made an assumption before the "term" (the length of time being away from him) that if he called or SMS me before I did, that means he really had a crush on me. At that time, it mattered to me, honestly, but right now...it doesn't.

     An excerpt from my journal₁ (with name and detailed infos censored):



     Ok, if you think that I didn't really have a crush on boy, you're right. I thought so. If I really liked him that much, I would have not forgotten about him in weeks, right? Back when I was younger, I liked a guy and I've never forgotten about him probably even until now but erm, that was history. I think it should be placed where it belongs...in the bygones bin.

     But I was lucky for not thinking with my heart cuz had I told boy that I had a crush on him, things could get more complicated than it already was. Most people were good at giving an advise "if you like someone, tell him", they might be right but so happened, I did have a crush on him back then but I didn't like him enough to tell him.

     If you or anyone ever asked me if I liked someone, I might...I might not, because I don't know him that well to tell. People aren't always who they seemed to be and there are many reasons to remain cautious for a while. Btw, I haven't met with someone for sometime now.


.: posted by Francisca @ 7:15 AM