Where am I going?
     I was tied up thinking about where I'm going next. College ends in a year (if everything is alright) and I'm thinking about getting a degree. I want to get a degree, it's not something I can't live without but I still want to have it and the experience. But then again, money is a problem that comes with it.

     Living + studying away from home is expensive and I don't want my parents to spend that much money on my education but if I work full-time to earn money for my education, I'll be kinda old by the time I get one. I can't wait to get that education experience and that certificate so I can have the opportunity/chance to do what I had in mind for quite a long time. Maybe I'll get the opportunity to work in that field, maybe I wouldn't for a long time but if I never graduated and prepared well enough, I won't even get there any time.

     Another reason why I didn't really want to move to another city or town is because I like my job and I want to continue doing it for sometime.

     But I was still unable to get rid of the fact that I was still thinking about a catalogue that I did. He seemed like a good guy to me and I didn't want to let him down. Sometimes he seemed to say 'ok' to whatever design that was shown to him until my employer thought that he was a friend of mine (maybe because we talked for a while). He seemed friendly even though I don't know him that well. But anyway, I want to give my best in whatever I do and if I don't, I might live to regret it.

     Back to the education thing. I was thinking of not going to where I was "designed" to go to. Sometimes I seemed to have the habit of making a drastic turn and not really following the mainstream. Then again, I don't actually like to attend classes or go to school (but I'll attend them if I have to, and I'm not irresponsible enough to skip any of it) but I do like meeting friends and new people. In short, I love people in general because I think that everyone's unique, but I don't actually like people who tried very hard to make themselves look or act "perfect" because I don't think they're being natural or upright. They make me feel somewhat inferiored too, lol. No, I'm kidding, I'm pretty good at spotting people's flaws but I don't really mind about it. Ya know, I'm not perfect either *wink*.



.: posted by Francisca @ 12:43 PM