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     Today has been so-so, like many other days that went by so quickly. I spent my weekend writing codes for my blog's template and debugging. Besides that, I scanned pictures, edited them (obviously), write some stuffs and rush to finish up one template by Sunday. Yep, finished the blog's page only, tho. It was midnight and I was so sleepy and had to sleep so I will be awake the next morning (which is today) at work.

     Reached home at about 6.45pm today, like most other days. staying 99.9% conscious and awake for 12 hours straight without shutting my eyes or blinking much for the matter, was really hurting my eyes. Since I was protected from the sunlight for 10 hours straight, I couldn't bear to look towards the sun...had to wear sunglasses, and still had to narrow my eyes behind shades, how pathetic. Then my eyes went teary, arrgh. Glad it was night and there was no sunlight, only bulbs and lights, bahahah.

     Not much today while at work. Haven't seen Tgihaco, never really bother to really wait for him to come along either. I think he's cute and all that but erm, seriously, I think it takes more than that to really make me anticipate. I'm really not choosy, I haven't started to choose...ok, straight to the point, got no one to choose, hahha!

     Then there was this something that I realized and proven to be quite true. Cell phone shops hire mostly good-looking people. Girls, need a view of cute guys to make your eyes crossed, go to the cellphone shop, woohoo. Guys, need I say more? I don't believe that they hired good-looking people coincidentally? One wonder, does hiring good-looking guys boosts the sales of cell phones? Erm...I don't know about other girls but I'm afraid of good-looking guys. I'm not sure why. Whenever I want to reload my phone, I usually go to the one with female staffs. I'm not going where the cutes are, lol, but I like cute guys. Who doesn't? If they come with attractive personality, that's something, but practically, a combo of good-looks and attractive personality barely exists.

     About a week ago, I was walking across the floor where I was working and after 9 hours of staring at the computer screen, my eyeslight was bad (blurred vision) and had finished my work so I wanted to go downstairs, to the main entrance. The next thing I know, I thought I saw my cousin, I asked myself "Is that him? My not-so-close cousin? Is that really him?" Then I was walking nearer and nearer but the next thing I know..."oops, it's not my cousin." Ok, I'll forget about it, then.

     A few days later, I walked across the hallway again and saw the same guy who I thought was my cousin. Oh-owh, he works in the building, on the same floor!

     By the end of last week, I was walking across the floor on the way to another place and on my way back, he was cutting my path and turned over to look at me in a very weird way. Ok, hopefully I was just overthinking and exaggerating. It's awful, I might have starred at him for a little too long the other day (that day about a week ago). It wasn't my fault, blame it on my poor eyesight, I think I'm long-sighted (I mean my eyes)...cuz sometimes I have difficulties seeing distant objects clearly.

     Ok, I'll get over it soon. I mean, it's nothing and what's the worst that could happen? Ahaha, he wouldn't dare to walk over to me and ask, "Do you like me?", right? right? Even if he dares, I know I have one answer for him...with a blur look (which I can fake out anytime) and accompanied by an innocently blur word, "huh?" If he still has something to say...then...whow, he's good.


.: posted by Francisca @ 8:44 PM