So about 2 days ago, my brother came home with his friend's VCD and we went watching it after midnight because I couldn't sleep. Never mind that, the film was released years ago but I never watched it because I thought it was a soap opera but it turned out to be a movie, luckily. I love that movie and I almost cried while watching it but as usual, I was good at holding back. It was so sad and in many ways, I could relate to the story.



The guy's so duh...and yet so adorable, LoL. It was totally my type of movie tho I'm not as fierce as the girl, haha. Y'know, it really tells that it didn't matter if a guy is not so talented, smart or not that good in most things, if a girl likes him, she's gonna like him anyway.

I used to have this person in my life for a while who has this habit of wanting to tell me that he's better than me in everything. He kept annoying me, I was so glad that those days are over. If he hadn't been such show-off, I'd like him better but too bad, I can't change anyone. I'm gonna take someone for who he is and if I don't like that person, I'm either gonna learn to like him or just leave it alone. I left it alone eventually.

Someone reminded me about having a crush. It's been quite a while since I think about it for real. I think that's the part of life I missed out the most. Sometimes I had a crush on someone but honestly, I usually don't realize it until after sometime. By then, it was usually a little too late. Maybe I was taught to consider too many things...the situation, the time, and everything...like most other first-borns, I guess.

Most of the time, I wished I know what I was thinking, what I really wanted but most of the time, I failed to realize my own thoughts, and refuse to make any decisions but after a while, it was history and I've missed it all.

I believed that I have the right to like someone but to let him know about it...even if he tells me that he has a crush on me too, I'll still think that he's joking and I'll change the topic. A couple of months ago, my friend told me that I have to kill that habit if I wanted to be with someone who I like but I guess it was easier to say than done. I'll kill that habit one day, but maybe when I'm 101% sure that that someone really likes me back. Of course, I prefer someone who's compatible with me.

.: posted by Francisca @ 3:27 PM